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Saturday, 07 February 2009

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Infinity on High
By Fall Out Boy
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Who Knew?

Ok wOw.
Life is very weird at the moment. I feel like I am living a double life. My boyfriend and me are doing o.k. for the most part. It's just that lately he has been acting really weird. Like, sending me this Email asking if I would agree to this like contract of being a good couple. Which was cute but kind of like, is that what are relationship is about? Having to sign a contract to be a good couple? I'm not a relationship expert but if you have to sign contract to be a good couple that is kind of a sign that your not really made for each other... Well whatever.
My boyfriend's dad is going to Iraq in a couple days. Its really hurting him. I feel so bad. But I am for him. I will always be here for him... I'm so stupid...
But yea I can't give a name but my best friend is being a boob again. He/she has been jumping in and out of my life again. It's hurting! He/she let me go before, why do they want me now...

Sunday, 25 January 2009

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Radio Disney Jams 11
By Various
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If you could stop, fast-forward or rewind time, which would you choose?

I would stop time. I hate having to grow up. I hate having to go to sleep at night and knowing that when I wake up things just happen all over again. I just want to pause time and everything around me. Like you know the movie Clock Stopers? When the guy can just stop everybody around him and totally mess with them then start up again and see what happens? Yea I would love to do that. Also it gives me a chance to see the world while I am still young and able too. I want to be able to stop it with my boyfriend and like just explore and basically be free for as long as we want to with no rules and nobody stop us and yell at us.

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The Suite Life of Zack and Cody: Lip Synchin' in the Rain
By Suite Life of Zack & Cody
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My Scariest Nightmare - The Uninvited Contest

My scariest nightmare happened about couple weeks ago. Me and my boyfriend were hanging out at this beach. There was this old lady with a child playing there but the rest of the beach was like empty. Me and my boyfriend decided to play in the sand. We were building sand castles and stuff and it was a lot of fun. But then all the sudden the kid came up and told my guy to be careful because there were needles in the sand. So he started picking off the pieces of needles. Then all the sudden the kid jumps up onto me and starts pushing me into the sand. As that is happening I feel needles jabbing into my back and breaking. That is like my biggest fear so it was really freaking me out. Then the kid starts choking me and a big needle digs into my back and as soon as it breaks and I wake up by jumping about a foot in the air with tears rolling down my face.

I just blogged about my scariest nightmare to enter The Uninvited Scariest Nightmare Contest. You can earn free credits too! Brought to you by The Uninvited - In Theaters January 30th.

Sunday, 04 January 2009

Fill Yea In

O.k. might as well update this thing since I've got like nothing else to do.
Life has been o.k.
Donny being the usual. Texting me like all the time and stuff. I am sure Paul is getting pretty annoyed of it. By the way Donny is the guy I dated like years ago and hes been like a big part of my life since 7th grade. I really don't know what to do with him. He is really important to me AS A FRIEND but things with him have been going overboard. Like that his feelings from 7th grade are coming back and stuff but like 10 times more. I don't know what to do.
But yea I went to the movies today with the gang. Shane, Jami, Kathryn, Leah and Paul.
Next time I write I'll fill you in on some of them.

Wednesday, 31 December 2008

Just Some Random Stuff On My Life

So yea my life is pretty good for the time being. Hanging out with lots of friends. My relationship is fine. Everything seems to be going well. But I know its only because we are on winter break. Once we get back it will just be more Eric and Amanda drama.
Oh yea I haven't really talked about them have I?
Eric is my evil ex-boyfriend that drives me CRAZY! And Amanda is his new girlfriend that drives me even MORE CRAZY! Amanda used to be a great friend of mine. No joke. Since like 2nd grade though we have never really gotten FULLY along. We ended up going to different middle schools which made everything o.k. But then just last year we became friends again just around the time that me and Eric broke up. Kinda weird don't yea think? So on the day me and Eric broke up, Amanda was right by my side the whole way. Which was nice. But then I found out that that weekend they hooked-up. How can somebody be there at a time where your out your worst and comfort you and then like the next day totally back stab you? I don't get it and don't plan to get it. I just think its kinda sad.
So yea they have been dating for a while and so have me and my boyfriend now, Paul. Sweet guy, seriously. Boyscout, Christian, gets great grades, the whole deal. Everybody was shocked of my turn around with men since Eric was like the EXACT opposite of this kid. Well, I needed to turn over a new leaf. Like leaving all the drugs behind and stuff like that. Which was so worth it, trust me. If your doing drugs and feel alone, STOP THE DRUGS! It works!
So yea life is good, when Amanda and Eric get back from there suspension it will probably be hell again. But what can you do right?